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Book Review: “Just Checking”
I picked this book up at a local library sale. As someone with anxiety, I’m always interested to read about other’s experiences. Personally, I have been diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder and...
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About Yesterday: 5/8/13
Another day in which I managed to sleep for 12+ hours straight. As I said in a previous post, this does nothing for me but make me even more tired and cranky. Emphasis on cranky. I saw my therapist. We...
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About Last Night: Adventures in Alcoholism
Have I mentioned my parents are alcoholics? No? Well now I have. I’m not saying this in a humorous or “flip” sense. They are. However, they’re not alcoholics in the traditional, dramatic “punching...
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Done
Turns out my Ex is having a birthday party on Saturday. Hang on, I can’t breathe. …Still can’t breathe, but I can type. I wasn’t invited. I’m still blocked on his facebook. This guy is infamous for his...
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Games We Play
If I called my Ex, it would go something like this: Me: “Hey” XYZ: “Hi” Me: “Hey, um, so, I heard you were having a party for your Birthday Saturday and I don’t understand why I wasn’t invited.” XYZ:...
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1 am thoughts
I am cool, I am zen. Zen. Peacelike. Calm. I really shouldn’t be putting tobasco sauce on my food since I’m about to go to bed. You know what pisses me off? People who think OCD is all about flicking a...
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I Lose. Lost. Loser. (Game Over)
It’s 5:48 am. I’m in a hotel room an hour away from home. And I’m crying. My eyes are so dry, the tears hurt as they form and continue to sting well after they’ve left my eyes. He never called. Or...
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Sent
Oh boy. Person, I know we haven’t talked in quite a while, but I wanted to wish you a happy birthday. I also know this past year hasn’t been so easy on you and I hope this one is (much) better. I’m...
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Permission
Well, I made it through the weekend. I got a text around 10:30 Saturday night [the night of the party]. “You can come.” Thankfully, I was still over 50 miles away, so any interest I had in going was...
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To Love and Be Loved
It’s been a few days. I wanted to type this in a coffee shop, surrounded by the smell of fresh grounds. I had this idea in my head that I would smoke cigarettes, drink coffee, and feed into the...
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I’m Scared
I had a seizure yesterday in front of my mom. To emphasize how clumsy I am, I should mention that I landed on my face. Yes, you read that right–I landed on my face. Now, in addition to feeling like...
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Letting Go
Things that make me sad today: Everything The end of this month signals four months without my Ex. Let’s call him John. We weren’t really in a relationship. We were, however, extremely close friends. I...
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FUCK
“Hey [ ], Hope you are well. Briefly saw you at The Falcon tonight/last night. Didn’t get a chance to say hi. Hope everything is okay with you. Give me a call tomorrow/(Sunday) if you feel like...
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Letter
Dear You, I’m sad. I’m lonely without you. I try to pretend I am getting along just fine, but I’m not. Not right now, at least. But I will. One day. One day I will wake up, and I won’t miss you...
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Life as I Know It
I’m 21. I got a job at a new coffee shop/cafe. I like my manager. I will be working 40+ hours a week. I will be interacting with people on a daily basis. I will be getting out of the house. I got into...
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About Today: May 19th Edition
10:06 pm. I have a full stomach as I crawl into my bed. The sheets feel cool and crisp as they brush against my warm skin. I am still reeling from last night’s events; mortified that I could act out in...
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Work
I started my new job today. Actually, technically speaking, I started a few weeks ago, but we only opened today. My last few shifts have been nothing more but brief training and cleaning/organizing. I...
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Punch
Days like today I just want to punch anyone and everyone I see. What’s that? You want a large Americano? I want to be paid more than minimum wage. No, wait, I want to be receiving my MCAT scores from...
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Drunk
Last weekend, as I insinuated, I got drunk and made an ass out of myself. I ignored my friends, bouncing from here to there, only to end up as an emotional mess. That crying drunk girl in the bathroom...
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Article 1
I need someone to write a book titled: “How to not Drink Because you Miss your Ex but Don’t Want to Admit It: Even When You Weren’t Officially a Couple” Preferably before this weekend, thanks.
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