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OUCH. OUCH OUCH OUCH.
I…I can’t even deal right now. I went out last night. My ex was there with a girl. And then they made out. And then they left together. I know this sounds over the top dramatic. I know, I know. But...
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I’m a little bit hungover today. I can’t believe I’m still stuck in this hole. A year ago I was miserable and depressed, being weighed down by an unhealthy relationship. Now I’m “free,” but I don’t...
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Agoraphobia
I’m trying to be as coherent as possible, but it’s difficult. I slept off and on for 14 hours and I feel sleep-drunk. I fell asleep on the couch watching “Always Sunny in Philadelphia” around 1:30 am....
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“Better Off”
Here’s the thing about OCD: It doesn’t care if you broke up with someone a year ago. To the disorder, it might as well have been yesterday. All of the thoughts are still fresh. Oh, and if they weren’t...
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Ow.
Every time I think of the image of his arm around her waist my heart stops and my stomach lurches. I wish I could un-see everything. Their interactions make me realize that they’ve probably been...
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Whine
I really, really hate the Holidays. They used to be wonderful when I was a kid. All of my family would be in town and we’d have big celebratory dinners. My birthday is on Christmas Eve, so I’d spend...
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Rejection Sucks
This is relatively minor, but I thought I’d write about it because it’s going to bother me. There’s this guy and… we were talking about being friends with benefits. I don’t want a relationship, he...
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Gone
Today I found out my Ex is going out of town for NYE. I should be excited, right? I should be relieved that I don’t have to worry about running into him. I should be at ease knowing I can go wherever I...
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Update 3/11
Sigh. I haven’t been posting. I’ve had the time, I just haven’t had the mental energy to assess my life while putting words to a page. Things are relatively okay. They weren’t. And then they were. And...
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2 Years
It’s almost 2 years to the date since I last posted. I didn’t plan that, I couldn’t have. I had trouble logging into my account because I had so far removed this blog from my head/mind.* Even further...
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